Sunday, September 4, 2016

kaash ek baar...

aaj aakhiri salaam bhi unhone kardiya,
apna karke fir tanha hai kardiya,
na kuch soche aur na kuch jaane bina,
pal bhar mei paraaya hai kardiya.

socha tha maine ke ab ni hoga jo hota raha,
yahi sochkar bas usi raah par main chalta raha,
kbhi apna to kabhi paraya mujhe chhhalta raha,
aur ye silsila yuhi ab bhi chalta raha.
socha ke is baar ujaale ki jagah andhkaar failaaunga,
par ye to diya tha, jalta rha aur raushan karta rha.

is chhoti si jindagi mei na kuch maanga tujhse,
fir is tarah bewajah kyun rootha mujhse.
na suna kuch aur na mauka diya,
mera ye haq to tu na chheenta mujhse.

tu khush kal bhi tha, tu khush aaj bhi hai,
jitna tujhe chaiye, vo sab tere paas hi hai.
door karne ke pehle tujhe sochna na pada jyada,
kyunki jungle mei laga peid hmaare liye sookhi ghaas hi hai.

tu thik apni naraajgi mei,
bas shikaayat itni se rehgayi,
bina kuch samjhe mujhe,
na-jaane kya kya kehgayi.

itna to bataakar jaata ke aisa gunaah kya maine kardiya,
baaki sab apnaakar, tune mujhe hi kinaara kyun kardiya.
ek tu hi tha jispar mujhe tha pura bharosa,
tune hi sath chhodkar ekdam besahara kyun kardiya.

mera kuch kehna shayad tujhe gawaara na lagaa,
jitna samjha mujhe, usse shayad main awaara hi lagaa,
tootate taare ko dekhkar maanga tha tu rahe hamesha,
par vo tootata taara bhi ek chalaava hi lagaa.

jaanta hu main bhi apni hadon ko,
ye tera jaanana bhi bahut jaruri hai.
jo tune socha, na tha waisa aur na hota kabhi,
ye baat tujh tak pahuchaana ab meri majburi hai.

laga ni tha tere liye ek pathhar banjaunga,
raah mei pda ek kaanta banjaunga.
ab teri marji hi hai mujhse door jaane ki,
to vaada hai mera, ke lautkar main bhi na kabhi aa paaunga.

ni socha tha fir bhi aankh namm hogyin,
tere jaate hi kitni khushiyaan kam hogayin.
na paaya tha tere jaisa koi,
chaahei kitni hi dhoop aur kitni hi barsaatein khatam hogayin.

dua aaj bhi wahi hai ke vo tere sath hi rahe,
jitni khushiyaan tujhe di, usse dugni aur deta rahe.
agar ho bhi jaaye tujhse koi galti kabhi,
to bas yuhi najar andaaj karke, maafi tujhe vo deta rahe.

jaate jaate ek vaada mujhse karjaana tu bhi,
apne chehre se muskaan ko na hatne dena kabhi.
aur haan,
Jaanle ke tujhe thi galatfehmi jo na sach hoti kabhi,
kaash ekbaar mujhe sunkar koshish to ki hoti,
to ye doori na hoti aaj aur na hoti kabhi.